update

so i'm sitting here thinking i could really use a walk this beautiful august evening, but remain glued to the lazy boy cause reflecting on the week and day...i'm kinda crashing!
thank God it's not in an emotional way!
i'm actually looking forward to this fall and next week and opportunities that are rising. i know i can reach goals of rekindling contact with the people i considered friends before the isolating and feeling not worthy of being their friends. i know now that calling someone isn't inconviencing them and even if it's awkward at first hopefully if i call someone we can be honest and i hope to just be able to be me.