apology

I cant undo what i did.
i wrote an emotionally charged blog, which expressed negativity i haboured toward a local pastor named phil wyman.
i relize now that it was wrong to slander a clergyman, despite my miffed and very hurt feelings.
i apologize to those who didn't understand why i went so extreme, i was hurt, but i had no right to express my hurt to the world in abusive language.

i know the next step is to apologize to Phil in person, but i'm not there yet.

i will seek the Lord in bringing me to such a repentive state that i'm able to not be angry or despise what the Gathering has become. i also ask for all of your prayers to humble my angry tounge, and seek the forgiveness of someone i find hard to respect.

paix